It’s been a week and a half and I thought I was sort of semi okay yesterday, but I’ve just gone backwards. I fucking hate it. I have a headache and I’m tired and hungry and I cannot for the fucking life of me focus on this essay plan that’s due tomorrow. I HATE FEELING SO PATHETIC WHY DO I FEEL EVERYTHING SO HARD.
I am feeling stupidly heartbroken right now. I am sad.
I’ve been in the UK for about a month and a half now, and so far, I love it. There are shitty times where I miss home and I feel like stuff isn’t going right and there’s tension, but I love being here. I love living independently, cooking for myself, shopping for myself, meeting new people, being able to do whatever I want. It’s so scary to think how quick time is passing by.